Am I wrong to be a bit disappointed about this?

My boyfriend basically said that I’m not getting anything from him on Christmas Day. I had mentioned before that I wanted to go on a trip as a gift about a month ago. He never once asked me where I wanted to go. He said last night to his brother and basically to me as well since he was looking at me when he said this, that I’m a heard person to shop for even though we’ve lived together for a year and I talk about things I like all the time. I’m also not a picky person, I appreciate anything anyone gives to me. Anyways based off him not even asking me where I would want to go and from things that have happened in the past, I feel like we’re probably not going to end up going anywhere which is did say to him last night. He tells me he’s going to do things all the time but rarely ever actually does it. I know this may be a petty thing to be upset about but I really just wanted to see what others thought. Also I want to add that he originally told me that he didn’t think a trip was a gift and that he was still going to get me something else for the moment but then said last night that he wasn’t going to