I've been really dwelling on my miscarriage.. It's been 1 ½ months. It's the first one I've ever had. I was only 5 weeks along (almost 6) I can't get the trauma of it out of my head. I keep thinking "I should still be pregnant. This isn't fair." And feeling like my body failed me. I just want my baby back. I just had my first period post miscarriage and seeing the blood everyday for a week was just... too much. I was a bitch to my husband all week because it was just too much for me to handle (physically and emotionally). I wanna get a remembrance Keychain but the store I want to go through is on a hiatus and won't be taking more orders until February or March.

I'm sorry this is long. I just don't want to burden my husband with it as he already has so much stress going on..