Custody of a new born?

Shakura • Mommy of 2 👦🏾👧🏽 currently due 2/13/23 🤰🏾

Hey y’all I need advice. my bd wants full custody of my baby I’m due feb 13th. His reason for wanting full custody is because he don’t want to deal with my bs which I haven’t been doing anything this whole pregnancy besides being very emotional, depressed n telling him how I feel n how he makes me feel. He says he have a lawyer and been throwing it in my face since I was 4 months even wen we are on good terms. He says got record of neglect, endangerment, self harm n substance abuse to use against me which I don’t know how wen I never neglect my other kids they are well taken care off even my family helps me out taking care of them, the endangerment part I have no clue about. N the “self harm” ik I said stuff out of anger just to get attention from him but I will never harm myself or put myself in danger but I did say stuff just to get his attention cuz that seems like that’s the only way he listens to me. N substance abuse is crazy I only used marijuana a few times only during my 1st trimester due to lack of eating, nausea, lack of sleep. My doctor does know that I used so more than likely it’s documented. He has pulled a gun out n a  machete on me n threatened to hurt me, also jacked me up a few times but I never reported it because I was dumb in love with him.. idk what to do at this point I just cry myself to sleep every night