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Alexandria

Been intentionally ttc for at least 6 months now with my current partner. Just some background, I was on depo between ages 20-26 consecutively. Learned just prior to stopping it is only supposed to be used at most 1.5 years. None of my previous OBGYNs told me this or any long term effects that length of use could have. So I have been off of it now since 2018.

Tried to conceive with a previous partner and that was also unfruitful ( glad because that situation ended very badly).

Anyhow, I'm starting to get discouraged. We have been trying for months and have bd several times during my "predicted" window. Same thing happens every time when my period us supposed to be due, I am late either a few days or up to two weeks (once) and all tests hpt and hcg strips end up negative and eventually my period comes.

I am trying to trust God's timing but it is confusing and frustrating for my body to keep somewhat tricking me and not getting the expected outcome of a missed period.

Currently I am 6 days late, no signs of period coming, tested a few times all negative. I would just prefer my period just come rather than stalling and getting my hopes up...

Also I have my mmj and have been smoking pretty much daily for the last 6 months or so. I'm trying to cut back or stop all together because I feel like it's impacting my chances and also if I am actually pregnant it is potentially harmful.

Anyone else have these kind of situations? Did you eventually get pregnant?

Sorry this is so lengthy.