Is this not a lie???????

Husband says i’m the prettiest woman he’s ever laid his eyes on. There are waayyy more better looking women out there with better bodies too!! He likes thick women.. I’m not thick.😑 AT ALL.. How can you even be attracted to me when I have little rolls?? He says because it means I’m soft and he loves it. Yet you like ass, so why would I not get a nice ass so that you can actually find me more attractive?? I lost all my weight (I used to be bigger) and feel like I look like melted ice cream 😭 How can he still be attracted to me? I can’t even work out hard because I’m pregnant. When i started working out, that’s when we found out. I can’t wait to not be pregnant so I can look good😪. I feel like he’s lying to me. Bc I know there’s no way that out of all the chicks he sees on a daily basis- he thinks i’m the best 🙄.

Like I’m very appreciative of him and tell him everyday. I have never told him these thoughts, i keep them to myself. I’m just wondering how can he say that even he knows there are better looking people out there? Especially that he sees on social media on the daily as well.

@elle, I mean yeah, I appreciate that but all my friends are really pretty. It’s always been them getting picked over me going out to places, when we were in school, etc. for years and years. Like when I say i’m ugly, I’m not exaggerating at all. I am literally ugly. I’ve been bullied for it for 8 years. That’s why I say idk why my husband thinks i’m the prettiest person he’s ever laid eyes on☹️ It makes no sense to me how everybody who comes across me says i’m ugly and he’s the only one who’s never thought so.

i’ve tried doing self affirmations plenty of times, but I just can’t fool myself like that.