Help!!!!

amy

Hi ladies! I wanted to know your thoughts, a few months ago I had an early miscarriage and me and my boyfriend have been trying for a baby for 2 years after my miscarriage we tried again straight away and everytime I got excited and done a pregnancy test and when I saw a negative result I was always so low after so I stopped putting pressure on things the last months and did no ovulation tests and now I have completely missed my period but im so frightened to do a pregnancy test that I can’t bring myself to see that negative again can anyone give me there views on whether I could be pregnant or not even though I did a pregnancy test about a week ago which was really cheap but negative I have now left it and still have not had my period completely skipping it this month ??