a couple days ago I (17) was with my boyfriend (17) and he wanted to use a filter on me that makes my lips really small. he did it and then told me if I didn’t have good lips like I do, it would be over for me. He was half joking. and a couple months ago I asked him if he’d still be with me if I was chubby or fat. He told me no, he said one of the main things he was first and mainly attracted to is my body because I’m petite. It’s really taking a toll on my self esteem, I’m constantly worried I’m getting chubby or eating too much and that I’m not attractive enough. I don’t think he means this in any way to hurt me, am I overthinking over this? how would you feel.