(Hi I just need to rank to someone and there’s no one I can really talk to so just posting it on here)

My mum has had alcohol problems in the past still here and then. Last night my family hosted a massive Christmas <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a> party and we all got very drunk. It was decided anyway that today we were going to spend in our pjs watching Christmas movies.

My mum woke up this morning and came downstairs clearly drunk we all had breakfast and she went back upstairs. Taking more alcohol with her. My poor dad has now had to spend Christmas Day alone in the sitting room. I sat with him for a few hours but he was just on his phone and there wasn’t much conversation.

I think the worst thing about it is that tomorrow everyone is going to wake up and pretend nothing is wrong. I’m an adult so I don’t live here and flew over just for a few days and it just saddens me that after all these years she hasn’t changed. And there’s nothing I can do because even the though of all the trauma I’ve been through because of her makes me break down.