So a few months ago i got routine std tests and it came back positive for chlamydia. I was humiliated and had to tell my past 3 partners, i had no idea how long i’ve had it. I know it’s normal especially for early 20 year olds so I was okay.

Ever since then i’ve been really careful about using protection and making sure i wouldn’t get it again. Up until one stupid time last week. I was drunk and it just never crossed my mind everything happened so fast. All week after i’ve just been constantly thinking about it, i’ve been itchy my discharge has a little bit of a weird scent, and i’ve just been really in my head about what if I have it again and how embarrassing it is to go back to my doctor to get tested and test positive 5 month after i already had it.

I know I want to get tested i’m just kinda embarrassed because i was literally just there at the beginning of the month for my annual. UGH. I don’t even know if i’m asking for help or honestly just ranting 🙃