I’m jealous of moms with only one baby…

I’m a first time mom to twins who are a few months old. It can be very hard I get overwhelmed multiple times a day. I’m home with them all day by myself until 5pm when my boyfriend comes home from work. I also do all of the overnight feedings and diaper changes because he goes to work and I stay home with the babies. I used to have him help but I got tired of him falling asleep while feeding the baby every single time, the last time he helped he almost dropped my baby!

I love my babies soooooo much and I would do absolutely anything for them. I’m so proud of them I want to hold them up and show them off to the world like Simba in the Lion King. They aren’t the problem, they’re just being babies. I’m just really tired. I get no days off. I’m worried my one twin is getting a flat head because the other twin wants to be held 24/7 and will scream if they’re put down. I guess I just haven’t figured this twin mom thing out yet. Sometimes I feel like a single mom.

I do get jealous of moms with only one baby. I often think if I just had one life would be a breeze. My work load would literally be cut in half.

I really do love being a twin mom though. I think things will get easier as my babies get older and are able to hold their heads up, sit up, play with each other, watch Ms Rachael, and just entertain themselves a little.

If anyone has any advice for me I’d love to hear it.