Currently 39 weeks and 3/4 days, I have already been so exhausted and just mentally physically out of it. I just started my job in august with the state and because I’m probationary employee I do not qualify for any leave except leave with out pay of so many hours what would be 6 weeks unfortunately I’ve had taken time off when my kiddos were sick with rsv and flu so I know my time of leave without pay is way lower now. My ob filled out my medical leave for when baby is born but I am really trying to just take my leave as early as this week due to just over exhaustion and having so much trouble walking along with being in fear of my water breaking or going into labor at work…. Am I wrong for just literally wanting to give up at this point ????? I feel so darn guilty if I do