I’m so confused

Liyaa

Hi ladies!

AF is 9 days late

Last month she came 3 days early

Cervix has been high the entire time (barely can reach it)

I had watery-like lotion type of cm until 3 days ago now it’s creamy.

Barely noticeable cramps the day that AF was due up until yesterday.

Idk when I ovulated or if I did

I keep getting vvvfl on hpt.

I had a miscarriage last year in February so I guess that’s why I’m holding out on the blood test (out of fear)

Anybody else experienced this or any stories?