Everything was going perfectly. I was feeling great, I told my husband the way I’d always wanted, I’d told my immediate family the way I’d always wanted, and then 2 days later, at 6 weeks+1 day, I started cramping really bad. I tried not to worry until I saw the blood. We called a midwife and still tried not to worry, but when it didn’t stop, I got worried. We went to the ER, had a blood test and a transvaginal sonogram. They said there was nothing in my uterus and my hcg was too low to be a valid pregnancy. They also saw something near my ovary so they believe it was potentially an ectopic pregnancy. It’s just so devastating close to the holidays. I’m 33 and I’ve always wanted to be a mom. When I was feeling great, it truly felt like this is what I was made to do. But the only thing to do now is try again. So we’ll wait a cycle and pray for a 🌈