im sorry for the way things ended, im sorry i got high and screamed at you over the phone, im sorry that i ever made you feel the way you did, i never wanted to end it, i regret ending it, but we werent right for each other at the time, and i hope we find our way back together again because i know i will never find a love like that again. i know i was toxic and i made it seem as if everything was your fault, and i know i put all my mental problems on you when you had your own problems, but with you i felt alive, i felt happy, i felt like i could finally be free, but it didnt last as long as i had hoped. meeting you and having you in my life, even for the short time it was, was the best thing i ever did for myself. im sorry i did this to us and i hope that we can be together again someday and live the life we had planned for us.