a few weeks ago my friends had come over and we decided to use the devils lettuce for fun, but it was stronger than we had thought, and me being the moron that i am decided to call my ex, then when he didnt pick up, i messaged him, i jus said hateful words and things that i regretted when i woke up, i want to apologise but it would be so contradictory bc i said to him about how stupid he was for screaming at me over the phone and then apologising months later. i really want to apologise, bc we had finally resolved our issues and were oka with what happened but like i feel so shitty.