This is the second time making this post; & I feel like a terrible mom once again.

My 10 month old and I have had the flu, im over it but he still has the stuffy nose. He’s been sleeping with me which he does often anyways and since being sick he’s been crawling around his sleep. This morning he crawled over my body and off the bed and I immediately woke up and grabbed him. He has a bruise on his head that almost came up instantly. I feel like the worst mom ever cause this happened when he was a month old as well but back when that happened i didn’t actually mean to fall asleep with him. I went and got a CT scan cause how scared I was. As i’m making this post it’s 6 in the morning and im making him stay up and at first he was crying of course, did not throw up any so I gave a bottle and he is standing up in the pack and play now watching tv. he is tired but i’m not sure if it’s from the fall or cause how early it is. I don’t want to take him to the hospital but I also don’t want him to have any brain damage 😭 I hate myself for this. I don’t know what to do and his dad is absolutely pissed at me blaming me telling me he’s gonna have brain damage cause i’m a bad mom and let him fall again. what would you do?? it’s the weekend and Im debating taking him to the hospital for another CT scan.