I just need somewhere to bitch.

I’m 39 weeks with my first. I went into 2022 pregnant thinking I’d have a baby that year. It was ectopic and it took out my Fallopian tubes so I needed to do <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>. Got pregnant again (thank god) so I was able to continue thinking “I’m gonna have a baby this year”. I was planning to be induced 12/30 because <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> arises some placenta concerns etc. THE DAY I WENT INTO TO FKN SCHEDULE IT MY HOSPITAL CHANGED THEIR GUIDELINES. So now I have to be at least 1cm dilated to start a mechanical induction (my last appointment on Thursday my ob said I only had a dimple. She couldn’t even force her finger through) or I have to wait until I am 42 weeks to be medically induced. So the new year has come and gone. I did not get to have a baby in 2022. I can’t fkn differentiate between regular cramping vs real contractions. Still no sign of dilation after I’ve literally done almost EVERY SINGLE OLD WIVES TALE. I’m talkin the pineapple, sex, yoga ball, curb walking, exercise, spicy food, red raspberry tea, etc.

I’m just ready to be done with pregnancy and finally meet an earthside baby after trying for three fucking years.