can’t get over “ex”

hey lovies,

sooo, long story short, i dated this guy for like 6 months who i guess wasn’t really my man and gave him 8k cuz i really liked him (as the months went by) he said he’d pay me back and has started to but tbh ion really care about the money cuz it was from my heart .. we broke up cuz he said i’m too focused on social media which is false.

i only brought up social media cuz i kept seeing this girl on his page reacting and commenting and he would respond .. he basically gave me “3 strikes” .. i want him baq so bad, we’re kind of talking again but it’s not at all like it used to be before ..

he says he doesn’t wanna be in a relationship rn but i really think he’s messing w/ other girls .. i just want the old us back .. this is me venting ..

plz feel free to comment your thoughts / advice , thank you.