I needa tell y’all what i did

So my man… you know how holidays are really hard for those of us who’ve lost loved ones?

Well. My so lost someone he loved very much just a few months ago. Someone who was like a father to him.

A few days after Christmas he went down and slept, and I thought he was sick and I checked his temperature over and over again and I was really worried about him. I had no idea what was wrong. He wasn’t eating, he wasn’t doing anything but just laying in the dark and staring at the ceiling or sleeping. For days. He just would not move. He was stuck. I sat in the darkness for him for days just wondering what was going on and not knowing how to help.

And last night, without prompting, he just got up and put his hands to his face, and started sobbing. He said to me, “I had no idea how hard the holidays were going to be since he died, and I am so sad and i don’t know how to make it stop. And I have no idea if he knew how much he meant to me.” I hugged and kissed him real good and we both went to sleep after that.

Well. Today I wake up early and I’m like.

I’m gonna do him how he did me.

I’ve lost two people since thanksgiving, and this man is the reason I havent sunk into depression.

Laughter and goofy shit is how he helped me stay… okay.

So. Today, I went to my moms. My mom is a dork lol.

On Christmas Day she had this freaking ridiculous full body Christmas onesie with a BUTTFLAP on it that says “let’s get CRACKIN.” My boyfriend isn’t the only one who uses goofin off to lift moods. It was the stupidest thing I ever saw lol.

I called his momma, and I asked her what his favorite food is and I went and got that, along with the LETS GET CRACKIN butt flap onesie.

I also tried to get his step dads puppy that he adores but his step dad was at work so.

I walked into the room, bent over to show my “let’s get crackin” buttflap, held out the food I brought him, turned on the lights and started going “the sun IS SHINING, I BROUGHT YOU FOOD AND MY BUTT. TWO OF YOUR FAVORITE THINGS. ITS A GOOD DAY BABYYY.”

Thats literally what he woke up out of a dead sleep to. The look on his face LOL

Dude started laughing hysterically, I mean to the point of tears, and said “okay, ill get up. Oh my god I love you.”

And has been up, moving around, eating, and in a good mood. And kissing my face off saying we are celebrating New Years, late, but celebrating. It FUCKING WOOOOORRRKKED.