Like a lot of us here, my last 2 years of TTC has been dramatic and traumatic. 5 losses, lost my right tube, infinite tears, fights with my husband, high hopes, and then more devastation. Fast forward to us on our 3rd clinic. This place is AMAZING!!! My doctor and care team SEES me. I am absolutely certain I’m FINALLY in the right clinic getting the tests and answers we wanted!! ❤️

I just had my pre-op Zoom today. My meds needs to be ordered today. Husband is so excited at the chance to be a dad. And I’m scared as shiiiiiit. I tried testing the water, joking about how we won’t have any freedom for basically EVER lol, and he’s ok with it. My forever bachelor picked ME to marry and is ready for a family. He’s MORE than I could ever ask for. I would not do this with anyone else, genuinely I wouldn’t. But now I’m getting cold feet. I love him so much and want to be strong, but I am TERRIFIED of the process. Terrified I’m not strong enough to deal with the morning sickness and delivery. I have panic attacks several times a week. How can I possibly be someone’s mom?? Has anyone’s anxiety been so high that it stopped you from doing <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>? I’m so scared.