I’m not cut out to be a mom, my parents freaking ruined me. They didn’t raise us like children were suppose to be raised. We weren’t aloud to show feelings and if we did, all hell broke loose. We weren’t aloud to be loud or we would get yelled at. We just weren’t aloud to be kids in general. Now it’s messing with head as a parent. I get irritated way to easy and I don’t want to be that mom. The crying triggers me, them not listening after the first couple time really pushes my buttons. I would never physically hurt my kids ever. But I don’t want to be that mom that’s always yelling when they are just trying to be kids. Can someone maybe give me some advice without being judgmental. My parents ruined me and I just want to break the cycle.