So long story short my fiance and I used to have a fabulous sex life (been together four years) and I would say the last six months it has just been "different" and probably for the last four oaths I have felt like he doesn't even want to have sex with me anymore. I used to try and initiate all the time but I couldn't handle getting shot down and rejected so I just stopped trying because it hurt to much. I tried to talk to him about it and he just deflects I don't know what's wrong. Then this morning he got up and got in the shower and I had to go pee so bad (10 weeks pregnant) and so I went in there to pee ( which we have always done to each other so no big) and he was jerking off when I went in. I muttered sorry and peed real quick and left and when he came out of the bathroom all morning he has acted like everything is fine. I am so hurt. He would rather touch himself than me? Am I being irrational? I don't know what to do I am just so sad about it.