Small rant 😅

Sierra

I'm on day 5 out of 14 on provera to induce a period before my first letrozole cycle. I'm so tired and drained. It feels like super PMS 😭 at times I feel perfectly fine and other times I feel like im gunna fall apart. Its got me feeling so mean and bitter and cranky all the time. I also have bipolar disorder. Ive been off medication for 2 years because I've been able to get control of my mood swings, but this medication has me feeling so out of control like when I first got diagnosed. I'm crying all the time and so short tempered. I'm just trying to remember it will all be worth it once I get my family. Some days it's just hard not having any one in my personal life to talk to and it feels like no one understands. The last month my entire Facebook feed has been filled with pregnancy announcements. It's to the point that when a new one pops up my first thought is "another one??" Just trying to make it through this next month. 3 years and 2 months trying for my baby. Infertility sucks.