How to get rid of the hypersexuality?

Currently feeling depressed and having suicidal thoughts. Let me start from the beginning.

I think about sex morning, day, and night. I can masturbate up to 15-20 times in a day, and I sexualize almost everything. I try not to have sex that often because it’s addicting for me. The more I have it the more I want it. I’ve lost jobs because I keep having to go to the bathroom to masturbate when I’m either depressed, or when the racing sexual thoughts get too much. That’s how bad it is. I have orgasms when my bladder is full so I have to pee to make it stop. When my sexual thoughts race through my mind they trigger orgasms, so I can be at church, at the store, at work, at school, and it will be torture for me when they come.

Today I had sex with two different men. I didn’t really want to, but I convinced myself that I needed it, that I deserved it. I had sex in the morning and unsurprisingly I was unsatisfied. That’s when I texted the other man that I have history with that I desperately needed sex. It was amazing and I felt satisfied for an hour. Once I got back home I wanted it again. It was like a drug that I couldn’t resist having. My body is satisfied but my mind is begging for more. I’m like this every single day and it’s honestly draining. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. Why I have sexual thoughts the moment I wake up to the moment I fall asleep. It’s exhausting. There’s more to it than this but I would love some advice on what would help.