I found out I was pregnant on December 19. The day my sister passed away in 2002. Took 3 more..all positve.Just to have my baby taken away from me on Christmas. After we were so happy and excited, told our families for Christmas, I started to bleed. I stayed positive and talked to many people who bled and had positive outcomes during their early months of pregnancy. I relaxed, kept my feet up and tried hard not to worry and stress. Went to the doc today. Got a negative pregnancy test and then the ultrasound confirmed it. I was pregnant but miscarried. I've loved, I've cried, and now I miss my baby. I would have been 5 weeks today. Even though I was early on, I still love my baby, and I will always miss my baby. Its not fair but I know God has a plan for us. It wasnt ment to be even though we dont understand it now. Even though its hard im going to keep my head up and know everything is going to be okay. For everyone who is going through a miscarriage remember God has another angel and another playmate for all the children and family above. Never give up, and smile at the sky always so your angel baby can see your beautiful smile. Appreciate what you have and dont take anyone for granted. You never know when they will be gone.