Positive help

Honestly I just need to vent. We’ve been trying to conceive for about 2 years. I feel broken test after test negative after negative. I think I see faint lines but nobody else sees them. I feel like I’m going crazy, and I don’t feel like I can talk to anyone about it. I have a super irregular period and my husband is trying to be supportive but feel he doesn’t understand. Just some positive vibes would be nice..