I’m not in love with my husband

I don’t know if I ever was. We’ve been married 5 years and I’m due any day now with our son, but throughout my whole pregnancy off and on I’ve had dreams where we are in love, we are so head over heels and it feels so real, but we were never like that in reality. So I know it’s not something that I’m missing that changed. And I know pregnancy can take a toll on hormones and feelings and relationships and pretty much everything, but I’m sad when I wake up. I like those feelings. I would like for us to be that way in reality but we aren’t. We never have been. I’m not sure why all of a sudden it’s bothering me, besides hormones. I’ve never been a clingy mushy person. I’ve never related to girls on Facebook who gush over their partners and make the brag posts and take selfies with their partners all the time, and he’s never been that way with me either. We’ve been content the way we are, which is, I guess more like best friends, honestly. We have our inside jokes and he makes me laugh a lot and I’d say we put up with each other’s bad days quite well, and we have our hobbies we do together, like soap and jewelry making, he hems my clothes for me on my sewing machine because he’s a way better seamstress than me, I cut his hair and beard for him because I used to be in cosmetology school. So we aren’t bad to each other, we don’t have a completely loveless relationship, but these dreams bother me. There is a lot of physical touch in the dreams, hugging, him holding me, or me holding him, him looking into my eyes and saying nice things, etc. Sometimes it’s not really him in my dream, one time he was him but he looked like Morgan Wallen, (you know dream logic lol) but it’s supposed to be him apparently. Anyway, I hope this made a little bit of sense for anyone who read this far. I’m just venting but any advice helps too. I just really like the way I feel in my dreams. I wish that was our reality but I never cared about it until I dreamt this way.