No one really tells you how alone you feel during this time. It’s like month after month I feel disappointed wether that being I didn’t have a peak LH surge, even with femara/clomid, or a negative pregnancy test. I feel like I keep failing over and over again and I feel like my body should be able to do what a female is supposed to do. But since it seems like it never wants to cooperate I’m a failure. I’ve been trying so hard to keep a positive and hopeful outlook and I know there are women out there that have been trying for years… but this journey is not for the weak. I’ve finally broken down the last few weeks. I’ve cried every night before bed. I haven’t been able to sleep. I’m exhausted physically and mentally. I CANNOT explain to the people I know in my personal life how I’m feeling or why I’m feeling this way. And they don’t know how to comfort me either. I just feel very very alone and I know I shouldn’t beat myself up over this but I just can’t seem to stop.