God damn body 😭😭😖

Never go past 35 day cycles, cycles fairly reg give or take a day or two which ive been told normal. been ttc for three years now, stopped opks and bbt, binned the last of strip tests over festive period, one less stress for the year a head kinda thang.. obviously not 🤦‍♀️😳😭 now 8 days late on what would be my usual 'normal' cycle, feel my cx been low and hard for well over a week expecting... and... nothing. Dont get paid til next thursday to even consider a test... going literally out my mind ladies through no fault of my own 🤦‍♀️😓 dont know what the point to the post is but guess just knowing theres likeminded people in this group may find someone who understands the torment and vent 🤯😬