Holy crap am I on an emotional roller coaster today! I'm still somewhat happy about my bfp, but I'm also feeling extra bloated and super self conscious today as I don't want work to know yet obviously. then it also just keeps hitting me that if all goes well I'll be a mom in June. Hubby is sick and had surgery yesterday so he is needing some extra care today but all I want is for him to understand that yes I'm tired and yes I have a reason and please don't complain that I fell asleep for three hours yesterday. all in all I just want to cry and laugh and bitch about everything all at the same time. Wtf.