I want to run away!!!

I can’t do this anymore being pregnant and I work part time. I just feel like I can’t get anything done around the house and I work in sales and I feel guilty work is getting like the WORST side of me. Im completely unmotivated and I have to travel. Last week NYC I was walking EVERYWHERE going to a bar at 10pm entertaining clients. I’m just so tired of it! Then I have to travel again in a month. I just want to take care of my current baby (my 2 year old) and this new baby. It’s so hard because I don’t want to work but also the extra income is so helpful to our family. Just wanted to vent ❤️