I’ve been seeing this lovely lad for about a month now, we get on so well and I do believe it’ll lead to something serious as he’s a bit older than me and had serious relationships before whereas my previously untreated BPD prevented this. I’ve been extremely reckless in sex with this man and I’m not sure why, it’s just a bit of a turn on for me I suppose getting creampied but it’s been every single time except once. I looked at <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a> and it says that around 6 of the times he did this was in my fertile window/ovulation or whatever - eves always been incredibly accurate for me I’ve had it since 14 and I’m 21 now. I’ve been pregnant before and I immediately noticed my boobs swelling up (he commented on this himself so it must’ve been noticeable), nipple sensitivity worse than PMS and weirdly a bloated face - all symptoms I had in a previous pregnancy. I’ve also been frequently peeing and I’ve been very gassy which im not normally. Im terrified to do the test as i know it’s my own fault but im suffering from BPD, ptsd and im in my final year of university. My period is due tomorrow according to the app but I’ve always been like a week or so early/late but I’ve been told I can still do a test now. Is it worth to see if I miss my period completely or to do one now? I know it’s my fault I don’t expect sympathy but I just need advice desperately. Thank you lovely people :)