Taking medication?

Hi everyone a little background as I need support.

I have literally an amazing life. A beautiful home, wonderful son, and a husband that we occasionally argue but we make it work lol. I had horrible PPA/PPD with my last son and I waited MONTHS before getting help and once I took the medication I felt SO much better.

I’m scared to take medication while pregnant but I REALLY need it. Like desperately. I’m anxious about everything, crying daily, I randomly almost had a panic attack thinking about this baby even though we have an amazing setup. Im just…. Anxious and depressed. Im worried that I’m going to go through post partum psychosis and lose my mind, although that’s rare. Im scared about the craziest things. Like really.

Has anyone had to be on antidepressants or anti anxiety meds while pregnant? How are your babies now? I want to take something, I just want to hear experiences.

Thank you!