I want more religious friends

I’m Christian, raised Catholic, and all my friends are atheist, agnostic, or pagan. I don’t really take issue with their religions/lack thereof, but most of them have religious trauma from being raised in toxic Christian households/communities and kinda take it out on me? Not hating on me or anything but will casually dismiss my beliefs or belittle misguided Christians while lumping all Christians together. It’s like being the male friend of feminists who have been hurt by a lot of men. I know they don’t mean me, but sometimes I’m like ????I’m right here????

I’ve tried meeting other Christians so I have people to talk to who don’t mock my God and expect me to laugh, but all the other Christians around me are either “as long as I’m kinda nice and attend church I’ll go to heaven but I don wanna talk about God or religion ever” Christians or “scream at everyone who isn’t perfect like me” Christians. And I’m more middle ground so I never have a space to talk about my beliefs without being told I will go to hell for being tolerant of nonbelievers and sinners or labeled a Bible thumper for saying anything.