The other night I was arguing with my husband, this is a norm now, and I told him I cant keep going through the cycle of arguments and I want a divorce. Ive told him this so many times and he turns it into a manipulation with the kids, that he wont see them ever again. Anyways after the argument he got on top of me and i kept telling him to get off because he always wants to try to have sex after an argument even if im not into it and he normally gets off but he didnt... i tried kicking him off and pushing and he just got more aggressive, even though i was crying and fighting to get him off he still did it, this man ive been married to for 5 years and the father to my 2 girls really raped his own wife. Then he says i deserved it because i havent been giving it up to him as much as he needs and its my obligation as a wife. Idk if im looking for advice or just venting im just a mess of emotions right now