Pregnant by my ex

This is my first pregnancy, I got pregnant by my ex (we together for 2.5 yrs & lived together, been broken up for 8months now) he seemed pretty happy when I told him I’m pregnant however he has made it very clear we are not together.

I begged him for us to work things out and he said “I love you but don’t want to be with you” he says he doesn’t want to be in a relationship right now because he is not ready.

I’m heartbroken because I don’t come from a broken family, I grew with my parents loving each other.. I got my hopes up after finding out that perhaps maybe he’d like to try to work thinks out between us and grow as a family. I literally cry everyday… I don’t know how to deal with this heartache.

I’m devastated, and heartbroken.

How do I deal with this pain? This is my first pregnancy and I didn’t imagine it like this, I didn’t think I would be doing it alone. I wanted a family.

I cry to sleep everyday.