Hi 😊 I’m just looking for some advice with regards to my Christianity . Ever since my grandfather died in 2021 I have had on and off relationship with God . My grandfather was an amazing Christian he truly embodied the word of God so his death really affected . My relationship with God hasn’t been the same . I’m very demotivated to read the bible , pray or even do anything related to God . I been trying to get back to the routine I use to have but nothing is working . I don’t know why I can’t get out of my nonchalant mentality when it comes to God . I would like to know if anyone else has experienced something similar to this and how they overcame it ?