It's been seven months since me and my ex have been broken up and he was my first.. I suffered a miscarriage and I think because of this I don't really want to move on to someone else ever. I secretly still hold hope for us even though I know he's no good for me! I really want a baby and it's not to replace my lost baby but because I really want a family.. I didn't think I would ever be able to get pregnant and admiting all this make my hate myself.