I’m hurting so much, I’ve been in an abusive horrible toxic marriage for years and never believed in love or to love someone so much that you you can’t bear the thought of being without them for even a second I thought all that only happened in movies, anyway I finally left my abusive marriage in 2018, never did I think I would meet anyone that would love me let alone accept my 3 children but it did happen in 2020 I found the most amazing man who took me on with my 3 children, he had never been married never had children loves me unconditionally and my children, made me believe that good men do exist and there is such thing as love, all I wanted to do was give him a biological child which happened after 4 months of trying I was 39 when I gave birth to our beautiful daughter 19th November 2021, since then we’ve been trying again for another child but I’m struggling to conceive we’ve been trying for over a year now and hurts, when I was in a abusive toxic marriage I had no problems conceiving wasn’t even trying yet conceived, but when I’m happy and in a loving relationship I’m struggling to conceive it’s breaking me from inside, he’s never pressured me all he ever says is he’s got children and one biological child.. I love him so much please please everyone pray for me to have another little bundle of joy to show him my appreciation and to complete my family.. ❤️😢❤️