This group doesn’t seem to be very active but I figured I’d have better luck and understanding in this group. I’m not religious and do practice a little witchcraft here and there, still learning and very new. Anyway, I was raised Christian, forced to go to church growing up.

I left Christianity mainly because I was tired of people telling me that people I loved died because it was “gods plan” and that I wasn’t getting pregnant because it was “gods timing”. That pisses me off. Why does this so called god get to call the shots on who dies and who deserves to have a baby? Why does this “almighty” god bless others while allowing others to remain miserable. Why does this “god” get to decide who is worthy or not. There was a point in time I was at my lowest mentally and went back to church and breathed the word of god. I was so faithful to something that was so fake. The more and more I put my faith in “god” the more my life started falling apart. Everyone just kept saying “trust god, he knows best, put your trust in him and he will guide you.” It was all a lie and a load of bullshit. I’ve never been happier since I left Christianity.

Sorry for the long post but I just had to get that off of my chest.