Feeling like a horrible mom.

I'm 28 weeks pregnant and had a full blown sobbing breakdown in front of my year and a half old daughter for what felt like a good 10 minutes. She would keep coming every few seconds to look and see if I was okay, wiping my tears and hugging onto me. How could I even let her see that when she can barely understand her own emotions. I usually leave and lock myself away so I can collect myself for a few minutes but I was in pain squatting on the floor.

It makes me feel worse that all else I can think of is that I'm putting the baby in me in distress.

I feel horrible because I promised myself that I would not let out these kinds of emotions in front of her and I've done so well for the majority besides the 2 other breakdowns where I was smiling laughing like a mad person playing with her just so she wouldn't feel sad and think mummy is okay.

Edit: I guess I never looked at it that way. Thank you 🧡