Any one else super turned off from sex after traumatic birth?

My son is 5 months old and not only does it still hurt most of the time to have sex but I also have absolutely no sex drive.

I was scheduled to be induced a week before my due date because my blood pressure kept getting high(I was never actually diagnosed with preeclampsia) well the night before I was supposed to be induced I went into labor. I already had a room booked for 5 in the morning so I figured I'd make it so I stayed home so my husband and I could get some uninterrupted sleep before then(we had just moved to a new house and had been working hard to get it ready for the baby) well my water broke at 3 and I spent about a 30 minutes in the hospital until my son's heartbeat kept dropping dramatically with each contraction so they rushed my doctor in and he said he wanted my to go ahead and start pushing even though I was only 8 cm dilated. Pushing did help with my son's heartbeat but he wasn't dropping like he was supposed to. My doctor said prepping for a c-section would take to long so he wanted me to keep trying to push while he guided the baby out. He tied some knots in a sheet and we each pulled on it until I was basically folding myself in half, he actually had a nurse take over at this point to have a room prepared for an emergency csection. I had to be put on oxygen the whole time because I could barely breath through the pain, despite getting an epidural and not being able to feel my legs. Well I guess at that point i managed to get my sons head down far enough for my doctor to use a vacuum and his hand to pull him out. He had the umbilical cord wrapped around his neck 3 times which is why he was stuck, it was so short he physically couldn't move. My vagina was so swollen that it literally jiggled everytime I tried to move. Then I continued to have contractions for a week afterwards that were so painful I threw up with each one. I also had a second degree tear that still hurts to this day. I also had nightmares about dying for a few weeks afterwards.