My abuser is locked up

Not because of me but because of something he did he’s been in there for 3 years now he has 1 or 2 more years .. I’m afraid when he gets out I’m afraid to see him with someone else 🥹

I’m crazy because I’m currently pregnant with someone else’s baby this baby boy was a surprise really didn’t even plan this I was just having fun after being away from him him being locked up I didn’t hold it down I went on and messed around . He always cheated on me though when he was out he would beat on me accusing me of cheating but he would be out with females all the time while I was pregnant by him twice he cheated on me like CRAZYYYYY . Anyways I still talk to him on the phone 😩 he knows I’m pregnant he knows what I was doing since he been locked up . So I know when he gets out he’s gonna do his thing and I’m gonna be hurt when I see him with someone else I can just feel it ugh I don’t know why I feel this way I really need to cut this tie but it’s so hard I thought this pregnancy would make me change my feelings for him but nope I still have love for him I get so jealous thinking of him talking to another girl planning the future with another . I have to get it thru my head he’s not right for me he abused me for 4 years then God finally got him out of my life by getting him locked up .. I didn’t leave willing tho he had to get locked up or I would still be with him 😭which is so sad

How can I get over him ? How someone help me out cause it’s so fucking hard everyone thinks I’m crazy to even still have love for him they don’t seem to understand