Friday is going to be my first day returning to work after having my first baby. He will be 2 months on Wednesday so I'm so happy I got to stay home with him that long. My husband and I figured it out financially to where I only need to go back to work 2 days a week and my boss was perfectly okay with it thankfully. My mom is going to watch him one day and my husband the other. Even though it sounds absolutely perfect the thought of leaving my baby makes me feel sick to my stomach. I know he is going to be okay and safe while I'm gone but I just don't want to leave him at all. My husband offered to get a second job but if he does that he would never get to spend time with our son and I just can't do that to either of them. I'm really hoping once I start working it will get easier...