So fed up

I’ve dated so many guys, at this point I just want to give up dating at this point. I want to be married and have a family, but I can’t deal with men anymore.

Every boyfriend I’ve had cheated on me, and it was always in the worst ways, it always starts off so good. Getting someone pregnant, having the other girl fight me, choosing the other girl over me, ghosting me.

I’ve learned to start trusting my gut, instead of trusting these men.

The last guy I talked to literally lied about his whole life. He lied about his age, the amount of kids he had, his name!!! Like wtf! The only reason I found out is because I just had a feeling he was lying and started doing my research. I don’t know everything but I found out enough. Mind you this man was talking about marriage and trying to get me pregnant! I just found out he was on a trip with a lady for her birthday, all I could do was laugh and block him on everything.

He was always worried about me being with another man, threatening me, popping up at my apartment and going through my phone. I’m scared his gonna pop up here when he finds out I blocked him.

Sorry for the depressing rant, but I’m tired and too embarrassed to even talk to my friends and family. I don’t know why I attracted men that don’t respect me… I carry myself well and these are grown men that seem like they have it together