I’ve been broken up with my ex for almost 6 months. We have classes together, so I see him pretty much everyday. Our breakup wasn’t that clean, we were together for a year, and he was my first love. It really feels like the only thing I can think about is him, and at this point I’d do anything to get him back. I know that he really doesn’t want anything to do with me, we don’t talk anymore despite seeing each other, and we never make eye contact. I still want him so badly even though I know I shouldn’t. I don’t know what to do about it anymore.

The prospect of starting a fresh relationship with me would be perfect because I know I’d be different, I’ve learnt from past mistakes, but the possibility of him being up for that is almost impossible.

I don’t know what do do with myself anymore. I just know I’m miserable, even after 6 months.