I feel like ever since my miscarriages every time I get my period like today for example it feels like heartbreak knowing your body couldn’t <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.nurture">nurture</a> and grow a baby I feel useless and it’s not fair everyone in my family had kids with no issues and it took a lot to get pregnant then I miscarried it’s not fair why does the universe love to do this to me. I miscarried and about a week later my sister announced her pregnancy my father in law died the week before I miscarried then when I did miscarry I told my sister and she then announced her pregnancy a week later and when I asked if she could not send me baby stuff she wants to do for a baby shower and stuff like that she continued to do it saying she needed help choosing and when my niece was born I had so much anger I was so upset. My sister caused a lot of trauma for me and she did a lot of really bad things and still continues to I’m the sister who took care of everyone growing up and held it all together it’s not fair it’s not. Sorry I know it’s all scattered I’m writing my feelings thank you for reading