Please please tell me how you would feel

So me and my bf are 18 and we hardly ever get to see each other because of school. And I usually am the one to ask him if we can see each other and when I tell you I get cucked every single time. I honestly do. He either gets busy with his friends or his family. I hate it because ir sucks he never makes time for me and when he says he will he does the opposite. The thing is I was suppose to go to his house today and now he tells me he is a family gathering. We’ve been totherher for 2 years