First time mom of twins at 12 weeks

So this is my first 12 weeks and about two days now.

I sadly am going to be a single parent I don’t know who the father is but Honeslty I have no intention of finding who it is either . The two men that could be the father are not good men and I do not want them in my life or my children’s .

It’s a lot to take on by myself but I am hoping I can meet other mothers that have twins themselves and make friends with them if I can .

I am scheduled for my first obgyn appointment this Tuesday I am wanting to check mostly if the babies are healthy . If I am in any risk of being a high risk pregnancy, and when I can find out what the genders are of my two little ones .

I will admit I was not at first intending to keep the babies but I had a very abrupt change of heart at planned parenthood when I went in to have the procedure done .