My ex and I broke up three months ago, we had been together for a few years. I always had a high sex drive but after we broke up it went away which makes sense. Recently I started self-pleasuring again and it was hard to get back into bc porn doesn’t turn me on so it’s usually old videos of us or the collection of nudes I would send him. Idk I’m weird, it’s hard to orgasm without some sort of connection. Anyway, I finally got back into it the only downfall is every time I orgasm I immediately begin to cry. I was seeing some post about how it’s because of the intense release. It’s off putting lol.